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Today was the first time i lost my apetite over a class.

Biology class was the first ever time i didn't feel like eating lunch after class. i actually felt very BLEAH.

Haha, okay well the day started off okay though. I ran 1.8 km in the morning :D then did pushups, sit ups and pullups! whoo! haha, then off to class. hmm, nothing much happened. UNTIL BIO.

Well, we're learning about sexual reproduction in animals. So well, mr tang showed us a picture of a placenta. More specifically, his son's placenta. not a pretty sight at all.

Then he went on to describe the birth of his son and the events that took place before that. How the cervix expanded to 1.5 cm, then to 10 cm plusminus, AND THE WORSE IT WAS STILL NOT BIG ENOUGH for the baby to come out. and guess what the doctor did!? SHE JUST TOOK A SCISSORS AND CUT down there. she just CUT. like using a pair of scissors to cut paper. JUST LIKE THAT.

By that time, our whole class had eyes the size of saucers. O.O we were practically squirming in shock and some were even clapping their hands over the ears.

And then he told us about Silent Scream, some video about abortion. How the baby's heartbeat actually increases when it's about to be killed and all. And how the baby's quietly screaming as it's killed. That was what made me feel sick actually. The gruesome details of birth was bad but bearable. This really made me feel nauseous. Can you imagine if you were that baby? If somehow your parents aborted you, and you're be killed just like that...

I went home, and i watched it. Silent Scream. Skipped the boring part where the host just yaks. And then i saw it. goodness, you could actually see the mouth of the baby being open as it was being killed. And when the metal instrument was inserted into the uterus, you could see the baby kicking and squirming violently. Trying to get away from it. It was so sad! ): Then omg, the metal thing just stabbed the water bag. THEN AFTER JUST STAB THE FOETUS. LIKE SERIOUSLY STAB. then it gets sucked out via some suction pump as remains. With only the head left floating in the womb.

I actually felt sick again after i watched it.

I think our whole class is now convinced to never get pregnant. Some are now adamant that they'll never even get married. And now, i'm seriously traumatised by it. haha i think i'll never get pregnant too. I think mothers are very noble. How they withstood with all that pain is beyond my comprehension.

It's bio lessons like this that contributes to the declining birth rate in s'pore! >.<

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