Today was really a bad day.
I teared so many times. I swear i was a tap in my previous life.
I cried over the stupid arrangement of the #$%@^%^
I cried over the stupid stubborn $#@%@$#%
I cried over the guilt over the syf list.
I cried in class.
I cried in the band room.
Goodness. Seriously, this and last year i've been tearing like a mad cow. I still remember up until sec 3, i never ever cried in school. haha, but see how it is now.
I feel like a horrible evil eating monster who eats up people and chomps on them. But can't the rest understand that i'm just eating for survival! haha, okay! weird analogy.
Gawd, everyone was just morphing into tear faucets today.
Red noses and swollen eyes.
My face turned red cause i cried! Dawn called me a red tomato with curly hair!! >.<>
I think i was a little too harsh today though. GOD, XINHUI USE THAT BRAIN OF YOURS. THINK, THEN ACT.
In some sense, i hate syf now.
Yes, i admitted it. i hate it
i like e playing part.
i hate this part of it.
i hate the stress.
i like making music.
i hate being the bad guy.
Today was phototaking too. Looked horrible! haha, my hair was horrible! okay, i don't want to see the photos too soon!
Just last night, i was telling someone not to be too stressed. Now i'm the one who seriously needs that. the sheer irony.
But this doesn't apply to me. Like a lot of people i know are just pulling their hairs out too. WE'LL GO BALD TOGETHER. WE'LL LOSE HAIR TOGETHER. LET'S ALL GROW THE REMAINING WHITE.
thank you those for comforting me!
i feel so dumb.
LYNETTE LET'S GO WATCH PONYO THEN JUMP OFF THE BAND ROOM FLOOR. SET.
PLAY JOE HISAISHI FOR MY FUNERAL THANK YOU.
;milk &&cookies!
