do you live to eat or eat to live.

i think i need stress management classes :) i'm too stressed.

i broke down today. was quite miserable. all the stress that was bottled in me just simply overflowed and burst out. rah. i look horrid when i cry. puffy red eyes and nose. it was swollen after. ohwell. It just seems that everything that is happening is falling apart. And it's my fault. I dunno. I feel incapable. I feel useless. I feel like i don't deserve to be here. I dunno if i'm doing the right thing. Sometimes i wonder why i was the one chosen. I feel lost. Like in a haze of smog. Blindly walking forward.

Thank you dawn, chuying, catherine, shimin & liana for comforting me! :) you made my rainy day brighter :D

I just wish it wasn't so hard. I wish that things would just fall into place nicely. Why do others make it seem so easy? But yet, it feels so difficult for me.

Everyone around me has been really sweet :) thank you for cheering me up! thank you to hillary and JunYao :)

Haha, on a happier note! Main band auditions are overrrrr! left with junior band auditions. my poor ears. ouchies. ohwell. i probably sounded like them a long time ago.

i want a happy ever after. a happy ending.

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